Meander With Me Through My Mind

Oh my, you're in for the most boring ride of your life.

I have a blogging notebook now. The first page is filled with ideas and titles to blogs of the future. Now if only I could take the title or idea and morph it into something actually readable here, we'd all be set.

Only problem is, my groove is thrown off. Unfortunately I cannot toss anyone out of the window. I think that's a little bit unfair - but then none of our windows are big enough. And breaking them is not an option, because Dad paid a lot of money for those babies. They keep us warm in the winter - battling back the cold fearlessly. I love you, windows.

Actually, that's the problem with me. The windows in my room are not new and beautiful. They are old and holey. Not holy, as in sacred, but holey, as in gappy. But I like that. I like the fresh air and the chill. The chill of the air in my room is what helps me get to sleep, because I can warm up - sad for me, I can't cool down. If it's hot, I'm uncomfortable. This past summer was nice, because it had only a couple of really hot nights. But there have been summers go by that were hot every night - I became an insomniac the summer of my 14th birthday. Yay for me. That's something I would love to do again. (No. Not really.)

What, wait. That was six years ago!??? Sheesh.

I wonder sometimes where the years have gone. (Hey, is that a song?) They've just sped past - I'm not looking forward to the days in the future. Adeena says they go even faster, and Mom says they go even even faster.

I'm hungry. I'll be back after breakfast.

I'm eating my breakfast now.

It's good, sort of. I don't really have a liking for eggs. But they're food.

Well, I can't spend anymore time here. Maybe reading this will make you more patient for the posts that I actually think about. This was just random thoughts as they went flashing through my brain.

To help this post not be a complete failure, here's an excellent song for you to listen to. It's called "Great Are You" by Downhere. LISTEN TO IT.